Reasoning

Alone I sat. Alone I thought.
“This isn’t a permanent situation.
I am not happy. He is not everything.”
He held my hand. He touched my face.
“I hope this is permanent.
I am so happy. He is my everything.”
Alone again. So sad.. so, so alone.
He holds me tight and I live in the moment.
He loves me right? He loves me right now
And that is all I want. All I need.
Until I am alone again...
And it hurts so bad.
05-12-99